Divorced – Jumbled Words

Ghost of Fear- #Poem #Broken heart

It’s a subtle change You seem just a touch happier today The day I’m to leave you

History filled my nose Unbidden of previous adventures

Poorly planned words fall from your lips They echo through my mind Fear and doubt churns in my stomach And I’m back in that room

Goodbye my lover Au revoir my soul mate Sianara to the hater Ciao to your pain and anger Hello to warmth Good morning to passion

I shouldn’t feel sad for you Others in my place would rejoice That you’re trapped a year on Still in darkness of our divorce But

You didn’t move on But you are the one who walked out I moved forward But you decided to live in dark denial Refusing responsibility

I have guilt But you have the responsibility You walked out Without even trying to repair the holes you picked open I said sorry for

Today was a day for sadness and excitement. I was excited because the Magician and I were only two days from Cruz de Ferro (a

We gave up on each other Replacements easily found But pouring our energy away Into a deep abyss of vampires To return with no change

Time is the healer Or the pioneer of my mind Take the sharpness of the pain To a permanent dull ache Residing within my heart

You told me to let go I was pushed down the path Forced into being your stereotype I wish I were free Knew what it

You forgot to tell me Didn’t care to say You were testing us Testing the grass Moving away I would have accepted Could have understood

Memories burden me Overwhelm me in their darkness A year has past me by The slow tick of the clocks Echoing me in the silence

Looping round Destructive patterns Unable to break free No reason to doubt But my mind throws false- hoods To confuse and lie to me Making

Take care of my memories Look on me with rosey glasses For my moments of anger Laugh at my childish humour Dance with me again

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